By the skin of my teeth....

Well, I am ashamed to admit that I can't keep up with this. I am thankful everyday for something, whether it is a big hug from my girls or beautiful weather or a jovial conversation with someone at work. Even on my bitter days, I can find at least one thing I can be thankful for. Even today, when I am feeling cynical and anxious about my position at work, I am thankful that I have a job, and still have some options within that job. I am nervous about the upcoming medical testing I have to do because I don't know what they will find, but I am trying to be hopeful. I am still a little uneasy about my Valentine card shopping experience and wondering what direction I'm headed in now. The future is a big unknown for me right now and I don't like that. There are too many variables hanging in the air, but I am thankful for my constants, my little girls. Life evolves more and more everyday. So far I haven't handled that well at all. I have been kicking and screaming the whole way. Now I pray for the patience and grace to evolve with it and be a better person for it. I have to....before I crash and burn.