Ugh, tis the roller coaster of my life. I’m so determined to do better, to do things better, but I am so tired from trying so hard that I don’t want to do better right now. I have a week until I’m done with school and I’m fighting every second not to throw in the towel. I have crucial things to get done in the house and I’m trying so hard to be excited about them, because I know they are good things, and I know they have to be done, but I’m just so tired. My head does not want to keep everyone’s appointments or pay bills or even figure out what I want to watch. I just want to think about nothing for a while. But for each new chaos brought to my mind, it forgets something trivial and makes me think that I hardly know anything at all. It’s a vicious and frustrating circle. The more tired I get and the more frustrated I get, the less patient I get with people who whine needlessly about the same old crap. With that being said, here are a few things I feel like blurting out:
- No I do NOT like your wife. I never have and I never will and I think you are both full of it.
- No I have NOT changed my opinion of you. I still think you are one of the most selfish people I know and I can’t wait until certain people get old enough to tell you how they feel.
- You are a lazy, opinionated SOB that walks around like you are better than me and mine. Really? Have you looked around you?
- Some people should never be allowed to have children.
- Some children had better get their heads out of their butts and stop acting like the world owes them a favor.
- Some people better figure out that I am not the only adult around and the other adults that are around better figure out to act like adults.
- How can I feel sorry for you if you do nothing to change your situation?
- Do you think I haven’t noticed how much friendlier you were before you got what you wanted and now that you have, you can’t return a text or phone call? Trust me. I’ve noticed.
- I hate that my kids don’t really have family close by that they can see regularly.
- It makes me intensely angry when I think about how quickly you are willing to write your own kid off.
- It ticks me off that you don’t see how hard I fight for this.
- I work full time, go to school, take care of 3 kids, volunteer and run my household. What is YOUR excuse?
Okay, I guess that’s it for now. Those are not all for the same person. Just some phrases that fly in and out of my head that I would love to direct at people and just can’t bring myself to do it. But this felt good.
Not a one :)
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